‘following steps’ by Nicolette Teixeira

from where you were
by Shloka Shankar

following steps

        for Mabel 

        phantom pantoum after Bernadette  Peters on The Muppet Show 

Your only photo of youth 
burns to smoke as fast as 
the brush; the one & only 
disappears one million miles 
away behind a door 
into the woods of autumn’s possession.

Like scattered penny thoughts, 
fragile pools of painted dots 
fall in a vale of tears as
vein-dead-ends crunch into mazes 
of soles, capturing curious leaves’ 
artistic first impression. 

Two million miles down, 
behind the door, you fall;
as woods’ harvest obsession, 
spells of wandering cinders, 
like silent wishes of a breeze, 
are unexpectedly cast. 

Maze to solve leaves the artist 
captive, curious of vane, bone-
crushing second impressions.
Mortal copper-coil trap is set to 
snap on the rodent, the muse’s
tale of fairness, last wishes, as 
             breeze embers breathe. 

Spells of silent wondering are unpredictably cast.
Time travels through making you 
think a name, 
young again, believing what you’re told—
fairy-tale coil-trap’s copper is set to snap 
on the muse, the rodent, with morals that last

at home. 
On range, 
in a dream, peach dusk 
dips into bottle of spirit 
glowing marigold.
Time  travels through 

making you, to name a thing, 
old,
believing you must be 
old, raking skeleton bones
& stacking chopped timber 
in solitudes of pinhole camera.

At home, in range, two dreams 
of dusk, dip like a bottle. Peachy 
spirit of merry gold, your empty-
pocket tongue calls out 
God 
Madonna / Oprah / Liza / Yoda / Mustafa / Etcetera /
alone, raking skeleton leaves, 
             & chopping, then assembling wd. 

In pinhole camera,
fallen penny thoughts 
scatter, 
painting pools 
of dainty dots which 
veil empty pockets. Torn
tongue out, you say, aahh

Allahh, Buddahh, Gahhd,
Jehovahh, Krishnahh, Etceteraaaahhhh…
as youth’s canvas burns up 
to smolder with the brush. 
Your one & only disappeared. 


Nicolette Teixeira is a Luso-American clown of Fall River, MA, now living in NY, NY. More on this work is archived at muppoems.com.


Shloka Shankar is a poet and self-taught visual artist from Bangalore, India. She enjoys experimenting with Japanese short-forms and myriad found poetry techniques alike. A Best of the Net nominee and award-winning haiku poet, her poems have recently appeared in ubu., The Purposeful MayonnaiseBlo͞o Outlier JournalAngel Rust, and Heron Tree. Shloka is the Founding Editor of the literary & arts journal Sonic Boom and its imprint Yavanika Press. Her microchap, Points of Arrival, is forthcoming from the Origami Poems Project. Website: www.shlokashankar.com